my BF!! ;)

cuti 2 mggu aq nie jadi bermakna bila kwn baik aq dh balik dri asrama! mlm tadi aq chattin' n cmmnt2 ngan nanie smpai pkul 5 pgi!! a lot of story we talk n shared tgther..haha, boleh dikatekan merepek je bnyak! hehe.. paling x boleh blah, nanie ckp psal abg manis kt national library n jebeng.. bila aq teringat balik, boleh nangis aq,, smpai hati nanie.. lain kli, if g perpustaakaan negara ngan nanie lagi, aq xnk crita agy psal bnda2 mcm nie,, ad je point die nk kenakan aq.. mlm tdi dh mcm owg gila dh aq dikerjakan nanie.. ish3.. nanie mmg terbaik la! habis penuh fb die ngan cmmnt2 ktorg.. aq ngan nanie dh plan nk g mkn nando's kt Jusco Maluri esok.. then, next thursday nk g national library.. mmg ktorg akan hang out gila2.. cant wait to meet u nanie!! miss u so much!!

Lots Of Love,
Myself.

bersalah!

ya'allah.. skunk aq dh dpt ape yg aq nk, jadi mmber die..then bila dh jadik mmber dia, aq jdik tkot plak.. prasaan aq jdik x sedap.. aq bkan nye bermaksud nk tpu die, aq just nk kwn ngan die je.. but how if die tau siape aq sbnrnye?? die marah ke??die xtau pon yg aq tau siape die sbnrnye.. harap die x salah sangka.. aq x kesah pon even die ank mama lina.. aq x pandang semua 2.. mama n ayah x ajar aq jadi mcm 2.. i'm sorry.. suatu hari nnti, bila dh smpai msenye, sya akan berterus trang kat awk siape sy.. sy janji..

plan for holiday

aq sedey sgt, ble bce post mmber2 aq.. semua tgh menikmati cuti dorg, ad yg plan nk balik kg, g bercuti kat c2 la, g bercuti kt cni la.. aq plak wat ape?? dok umah je, g tuition.. bak kate nabil n cym kt aq, 'bdak rajin'.. haha, tau la mnyindir coz mse cuti nie sume pk psal cuti, aq plak blajar.. smpai hati awk.. nabil,jgn lupa souvenir sy.. ad xpe, x ada pon xpe jgak.. plan pnye plan, akhirnye dh tau arah yg nk dtuju cuti nie, kemana lagi klu bkan g i-city kat shah alam 2..

uncle aq nk dtg sini.. so bwak la family dy jalan2.. coz mse ktorg balik kedah dulu, pak usu n mak usu aq bwak family aq jlan2, ktorg g perlis, pdang besar kat sempadan thailand 2, then g jitra, g jalan2 kat pantai, g shopping.. boleh dikatekan setiap hari ktorg kuar.. pergi tghari, blik umah pkul 2pgi.. giler btol.. mmg kaki jalan pakcik aq 2 even ad ank kecik.. dia kate 'x ape,kte bwak je budak nie..dia dh biase' huhu.. terbaik la.. rancangan kedua plak nk g desa waterpark.. apa lagi, g mandi la.. best nye! dh lame gler x g bercuti family cmni coz msing2 busy kan.. every weekend mama mesti xde kt umah coz g outstation.. sometimes ikot jugak mama,, dh bnyak negeri yg pernah g, cme yg blom aq g is kelantan, terengganu, sabah n sarawak.. insya'allah, nnti aq ikot mama g semua negeri 2 klu ad rezeki.. ini lah dia desa waterpark 2..

boleh la.. atleast ad gak tempat yg nk g kan?? njoy this holiday!! xD

p/s: best kcu ank mama yg sorg 2..

Lots Of Love,
Myself

;) love u friends

astaghrafirullah al'azim! dia dtg lagi dlm mimpi aku..
this is the third times she's coming im my dreams, kenape?
Ya'Allah hindarilah aq dri kesesatan Ya'Allah, jgnlah kau datangkan lagi mimpi itu kepadaku,
buanglah perasaan minatku ini, aku x mahu.. mungkinkah ad hikmah disebalik mimpi itu?

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n for this one friends of mine, i'm so sorry if i've done smthing wrong to u,
i just want to say sorry if u're pointing that to me,
sometimes i might not realize my khilaf, i'm only human..
always made mistakes, n insya'allah will learn from that mistakes fr the better life,
always talk to me when i was wrong,
always talk to me when i was arrogant
always talk to me when  i was sad,
always talk to me when i was impasse,
i dont want to lost my friends, i love all of u like i love myself
bcoz school times is the best moment for adolescent to creat some memories,
from there we share our sadnes n happiness, we laughed together,
we share our story together, n we share our sweet memories together,
that was smthing we cant replace, appreciate it nicely.
thanks for ur willing to befriends wif me
sometimes we have to accept our friends just the way they are,
like i always heard, if u love someone, plzz dont change them,
if u want and willing to accept them,means u've to accept themselves too
just if they are too over, always advise n talk to them nicely
moga-moga dia akan berubah menjadi seorang yang lebih baik
i love all of my friends n would not regret of having all of u as my friends
kawan adalah insan kedua yang terpenting selain keluarga,
bak kata pepatah, berkasih biar satu, berkawan biar seribu

Lots of Love,
Myself

khas buatmu

setiap angin yang berlalu,
mengelus lembut pipiku,
bertiup sayu di tubuhku,
berbisik sesuatu yang menenangkan jiwa,
sebagaimana tenangnya diriku,
tersimpan duka didalam hati,
ketika melihat alam ciptaanNya,
fikiranku terbang memikirkan yang satu itu,
siapakah adamku?
siapakah yang tertulis untukku?
kesunyian itu sesuatu yang menyeksakan
aku tertanya-tanya,
'bagai langit dan bumi' kah perbezaan kita
sambil menitipkan doa pada yang Esa,
memohon agar tibanya hari untukku,
bergeloranya lautan hidupku, berbisa bagaikan racun,
bila tiba harinya, sungguh gembira hati ini,
terima kasih Ya'Allah atas nikmatmu selama ini
nikmat atas perasaan yang sungguh indah,
jangan biarkan aku lalai dengan harta duniaMu
sedarkan aku jika tersasar,
aku yakin padamu,
akan tiba hari untukku!

Lots of love,
Myself

my craziness ;p

                 my sister always said this to me 'hmm.. kakak mmg ah'
                           (smbil menggeleng kan kepala) haaha..
                 my mama plak 'apasal kakak ko nie. x btul ke' hahah..
                serious i said that i'll laugh evrytime i remember abt this..
                                        let me tell the story :

last thursday , i was studying agama in my room with my sister coz on friday, i got exam fr that sbject.. i dont know why i lost my mood that night .. furthermore i felt so tired n ofcoz i was so sleepy.. so i told my sister 'mazni,i feel so sleepy la, but tmr i have this paper.. do u have any suggestion?? should i just sleep??' she was shocked when i said this 'sis, plss dont make a joke..this is ur mid year exam.. what if u fail? dont u regret?' then i said to her 'hah! i know how to do. can u prepare u camera?' with her curious face, she was doing like what i asked.. then.. ok so the drama n scrips begins 'here in my hand, i got agama text book, i put it on my pillow, then, i got my exercise, notes book n history book.. i put it all on my pillows .. i dont know why i've history book in my hand so i just put it down.. next step, i lay down n put my head on top of it n sleep.. i hope that when i dream, all the notes n answer will come out in my dream.. so i'll easy answer n pass the exam.. 'haha.. can u imagine?? so i'm lucky bcoz the next day i can answer the question.. just hope my result will be ok..

Lots of love,
Myself

malu nya!! =.='

malunye.. serius malu gila.. oklah, mcm nie critanye..
semalam aq kena mulakan tugas aq mcm biase (bnci gila) , kena suro plajar2 bgun utk bratur coz loceng dh bnyi.. actly aq kena menjerit tpi malas la, suare aq dh lah x kuat.. so aq just suro jela student bgun.. 2pon nsib baik la senior aq xde.. then aq pon trus berjalan kat arah pondok bacaan n menjerit.. "excuse me, hurry up please!!!" lepas aq menjerit 2, tbe2 aq terpandang depan aq.. betul2 depan aq.. lebih kurang 5kaki mcm 2, dia duduk kat c2.. OMG!! dia??? aq menjerit btul2 dpan dia.. dia pandang muka aq  dgn muka xde prasaan dy 2.. oppss! aq ckp dlm hati.. 'alamak, dia.. kenape dia ad kat cni?? bkan selalu dia ad kt tmpat die 2?' x psal2 aq terbuat mke terkejut n lari dri c2.. aq rse die prasan la.. n maybe dy tau kot yg aq ske die.. hahaha.. serius malu gila.. then bila blik, aq crita kt adik aq psal kejadian nie.. die gelak.. n dia ckp.. 'maybe ...... tau kakak minat dia' hmm.. lantak la.. =)


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lepas je skola semalam aq ikot family aq jalan2 kat melaka.. ktorg jalan kat dataran pahlawan.. mama bru habis kerja masa 2 so ofcoz la mama pkai kasut bertumit.. sebab asyik berjalan je mama pon ckp la yg mama penat.. seliper lak ad dlm kete.. lepas je mama ckp mcm 2, aq bgi lah idea..
'ma..ma .. belilah flipper mama.. skunk flipper 2 tgh famous.. so mama kena ikot peredaran zaman n pkai flipper jgak'

mama aq ckp, xnk la.. dh lah mahal.. pastu getah je.. mcm x berbaloi.. baik beli bnda lain.. haha.. aq gelak je masa mama ckp mcm 2.. nanie cakap die nk beli flipper ngan aq,, nk beli warna yg sama.. aq ckp ok je,, n die jgak ckp nk beli 1 frame n letak gmbar aq ngan die dlam 2.. agak sweet jgak la.. so ok lah,, aqief, hrap relationship ko ngan nanie xkan ptus ok.. syg beb klu terptus mcm 2 je..

p/s: thanks coz tegur sya hari 2.. sbbkan awak, sya bermimpi.. 2x plak 2,, hehehe..

Lots of love,
Myself.

hye there, meet my litt sister, mazni( left one) .. she's cute, isn't she?? so far we're having a very good relation n i hope so this will be longer.. do hate fighting between my sibling.. selain nanie, dialah owg yg paling rapat ngan aku.. pelik betul, dulu bkan men gaduh, skrg nie, dialah tempat aq mengadu n bercerita,, thanks mazni!!

Lots of love,
Myself.

for the first time

In the hush of the night,
i was sitting at the window,
and watching for the most exquisite scenery,
i saw the million of the stars,
and i knew u were there among the stars,
when my mind keep thinking of you,
i knew i've found you as my happy thoughts,
but now, my tears keep dropping again and again,
and my cheek got tired of holding my tears,
i'm strong and will keep smiling to face the future
hurtful behavior, thanks for the retaliation.


Lots of love,
Myself